I haven't spoke to him in 1.5 years but I think of him everyday. Oh, how I loved him.
I was sentimental about many things; the long nights of talking; the arguments; feeling good; the inside jokes; the laughter out of nowhere; our sayings; your daughter, my son, divorce; the thought of a happily ever after; the songs; being alone and nauseated because you no longer love me. drinking; pills. Your disappearing acts; me losing you and I'm the one to blame! The unanswered questions. Knowing you are my soul mate and knowing I can't do a damn thing about it.
There were SO many things shared between us that not a day goes by where something doesn't remind me of you! That sucks!