I remember being in Jr High barely weighing 115lbs thinking I was fat. I never thought I was pretty enough or skinny enough. I remember sitting in class during the summer and I wouldn't put my feet flat on the floor because it made my legs look bigger. Um, didn't realize that it happened to everyone. I did grow up a little and realized that I actually was HOT!!!!!! That was short lived! During High School I played sports all year round so I was very very active. When I went to college I started gaining weight but I was like I sitll look ok. A year after I got married I had gained over 60lbs ... I was also on a lot of medication that makes you gain weight and I still am. I manged to lose 50lbs and I maintained that until I got pregnant. I weigh the same now as I did when I was 9 months pregnant. Brody is almost 3! When I was young I used to look in the mirror and think I was fat and then I saw pictures and thought O, I'm not that fat! Now, I look in the mirror and say O. I'm not that fat! When I see pictures it I am like you are so freaking fat! Our minds are tricky and I don't like it!
