He wants me to make a list of what is mine and this task seems entinrely overwhelming. I don't think of anything as "MINE" it has always been "OURS" how do I sit and make a list?
I am not ok and I don't know if I will ever be ok.... I pretend I am ok but I'm not.... I cry and cry and cry! I don't know exactly why I am crying but my heart hurts deeply it hurts so deep that the ache never leaves and I don't know if my life will be ok!
I know I have to be strong for my son but strong is not what I am .... I am weak, I break easily and it is so so hard!
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