O yes that is me

Today was a bad day for me. I had to run some errands and I was so overwhelmed and had so much anxiety that I broke down and cried a couple of times. It is not like I was having to do things that were hard. I was just running simple errands like going to Wal-Mart and the Post Office. That is it! I don't understand why I am not able to do simple things with out becoming a basket case! It is like if anything doesn't go exactly has planned I start freaking out on the inside and then I start freaking out on the outside. Why me? Why can't I be normal?